With Someone Else

With Someone Else


The trigger has been pulled and now
the damage was the bullet to blame oh what lack of shame
I felt the walls got tumbking down
but you have never felt the same
the poison running through my veins


when im with you im sinking in sorrow
like there's no tomorrow
just tear up this frame that you made yourself
forget me and leave me
and call off your dreaming
you just bury me whole you could never tell
Trust me im better off with someone else


you twisted and distorted all
the things I ever said to you
you locked yourself your selfish man
self-righteous stare and indifference
have killed me each and every day
while I prayed for a better day


when im with you im sinking in sorrow
like there's no tomorrow
just tear up this frame that you made yourself
forget me and leave me
and call off your dreaming
you just bury me whole you could never tell
Trust me im better off with someone else


I can't recall when love was good...x4


forget me and leave me
and call off your dreaming
you just bury me whole you could never tell
Trust me im better off with someone else


when im with you im sinking in sorrow
like there's no tomorrow
just tear up this frame that you made yourself
forget me and leave me
and call off your dreaming
you just bury me whole you could never tell
Trust me im better off with someone else

Follow your steps

Follow your steps

I've been living in a city /
searching souls to get along /
there are many rooms and buildings /
but no heart and soul

everything was black and white / but then you came and changed my mind. you see?

tomorrow is the day that /
you'll go your way and / I'll be here standing on the edge of the earth /
tomorrow is the day that /  you'll go your way and  / I'll be here waiting for a chance to go... /  follow your steps home!

ghosts, im invisible /
i'm looking for the photographs /
they make me feel alive like im home /
blend your smile with mine / so that I can change my ways, change my ways

everything was black and whitebut then you came and changed my mind. you see?

 [chorus]

 I hope I stay
/ but I dont know/ if I cant take /
 this is too much / for fucking sake /
 leave me alone/ dont wanna a reason to be standing on my own
 follow your steps home.../

https://soundcloud.com/alterblackout/follow-your-steps/

May 7, 2014 /Alisson Souza 

The Beckoning of the end

The beckoning of the end


Happiness tumbling down/

my feet are hurting now/

as the rain washed away/

the memories I've had them faded/



the clock's ticking on my mind/

my bravery was a pack of lies/

the silhouette of your face/

ripping apart all what's left of me/


will you be here when I'm afraid/

this is not going end up right this time/

will you be here when I'm falling/

this is not going to end up right tonight/

will you be here when I'm fading/

into the ocean of dispair this time/

will you be here when I'm not here/

the beckoning, the very end/



i gotta think about/

all of the moments that we spent/

cuz they were screaming out/

im looking for understanding/

my hope is running out/

my hope is running out/

my hope is running out/




will you be here when I'm afraid/

this is not going end up right this time/

will you be here when I'm falling/

this is not going to end up right tonight/

will you be here when I'm fading/

into the ocean of dispair this time/

will you be here when I'm not here/

the beckoning, the very end/




will you be here when I'm alone/

will you be high? will you be low?/

https://soundcloud.com/alterblackout/the-beckoning-of-the-end-alisson-souza/




May 22, 2014

Upside Down

Upside down

im drowned with your scars from head to toes/
a dim light in the darkest hall/
I slipped past through the night/
my heads on you/

what can I do to heal from my scars/

its corroding my faith
how to make it stop
 and consuming my heart
how to make it stop
how to make it stop

i am left here alone/
my minds gone/
my heart is sunk/
you left some questions hanging on/
how can I just keep on moving/
if I dont know if i am heading on/
my heart falls for your reasoning/
I wish you could hear me now/

its not the first time that i fall/
inside my head losing it all/
and it feels like ive been loving pain/
instead of loving either you or me/
when inspiration loves the mysery/


i am left here alone/
my minds gone/
my heart is sunk/
you left some questions hanging on
how can I just keep on moving /
if I dont know if i am heading on /
my heart falls for your reason/
I wish you could hear me/

i've bet all my coins this time/
into a losing fight/
nowhere to run/
nowhere to hide/
i know the dead end arrived/
moving forward is the only way outside/

can you see me now?/
you turned me upside down

https://soundcloud.com/alterblackout/upside-down-alisson-souza

July 23rd, 2014

Bullet in my spine

Bullet in my spine

It's the first time I see/
such a stragedy/
in your firey eyes I drown/

its the dream we had that's done/
guess the house of dreams is gone/
meet me where I can't be found/

you led me to your revenge/
an old house your father's ranch/
your finger in the 44 trigger/
you awaited for the perfect time/
to put a bullet in my spine/

you never had a soul I know/
a devil under someone's skin/
i begged for mercy for my sins/
despite every word I say/
your face was blended with your hate/
I knew things would turn out this way/

you led me to your revenge/
an old house your father's ranch/
your finger in the 44 trigger/
you awaited for the perfect time/
to put a bullet in my spine/

And you felt how that felt right/
to shoot a bullet in my spine /
can you feel my blood ignite/
from my body now its time/
that the pain arise/
the pain arise/

There is blood in the house/
there is blood on the walls/

September 7th, 2014/

https://soundcloud.com/alterblackout/bullet-in-my-spine-alisson-souza-1

Life runs Circles

Life Runs Circles

3 de fevereiro de 2015 às 20:38

I like the words you choose to say /
My heart beats faster everyday /
it's likely I'll fall in love with you /
You left a note for me today /
'I hope you have the coolest day' /
I don't wanna see nobody but you /

Life runs circles/ Let's Live for Tonight  /
Life runs circles/ but someday we'll die /

We got late to the movies once again /
The seats were taken but I dont care /
I'm going to the other side of the town with you /
Get drunk and talking up all night /
Order 2 burgers all the way /
and drive away cuz we werent hungry anyway /

Life runs circles/ Let's Live for Tonight /
Life runs circles/ but someday we'll die /

Do you love me like I do? /
My heart says it's true /

Life runs circles/ Let's Live for Tonight  /
Life runs circles/ but someday we'll die /

Sail that sea /
Jump that bridge /
Take all the risks /
Let's be free... /
Jump that bridge /
Take all the risks /
Let's be free... /

Time of our lives

Time of our lives

The scariest place on earth is you/

when you can't be yourself/
stay fit, wear brands, follow the rules/
gotta be someone else /
"We are playing roles"Shakespeare would say/
Life is just a fucking stage /
But we're not actors anyway/

[Chorus] This is the time of our lives/
Let's realize how love is real/
They're bound by fear infected/
see what this Mad World makes us do.../
This is the time of our lives /
You live your life  that's real and true /
They live for building fences, stereotyping and offenses too/


I havent signed any contract/
I havent promised anything/
so dont put all your expectations all over me/
It seems right to proove wrong sometimes/
But first ask who I want to be one more time.../

Chorus

That's all they wanna do/
It's all they know to do/
That's all they wanna do../
I know you wanna be the favorite/
I know you wanna be the recognized/
It's all echoes asleep in the back of your mind.../

Chorus

That's all they wanna do.../


https://soundcloud.com/alterblackout/time-of-our-lives-alisson-souza

Not leaving me now

Not leaving me now

No, you're not leaving me now/
it doesn't mean anything at all/
but if you do know this/

there's no way ahead/
we can heal and mend our broken hearts/

when our time seems slipping each day/
and life seems slipping away/
But it really means nothing at all, no...

It aint love that bad/
I knew some people who got to wed/
happiness and sadness hands in hands.. there I am /
I see it at the mirror of my mind/
well it aint actually happening to me /

cross your finger on your chest/
swear swear swear you are never leaving me/
whoever you might be/
how would I know what's the best for me/
but live alone and lone, a lonely soul /
While time's slipping away/

that doesnt mean nothing to me /

I saw them stranger passin by/
sharing those lover warming smiles/
i felt so far from feeling it/

Bring it down to the road I die/
no reasons to live or cry/
i drowned the building and walls/
with tears from up above/
a wrap up of meaningless lies/
they told me all the time/
look right in my eyes/
look right in my eyes/
why things gotta be this way/

Love me when I'm not gone/
See me when I'm not seen/
I'm just a face in the crowds/

No, you're not leaving me now/
it doesn't mean anything at all/
No, you're not leaving me now/
it doesn't mean anything at all/

September, 7th 2014 /

https://soundcloud.com/alterblackout/not-leaving-me-now-alisson-souza?in=alterblackout/sets/cracks-and-buildings-2014

Like the other kids

Like the other kids

I am sharing my tragedies along my old memories/
time's passed so fast I couldn't realize the ones that left/
in my side of town

i used to run free /
i used to be like the other kids/
but it's all gone now/
it's hard to accept myself/
you're older each day/
your lips your mouth your skin you face/
but your eyes don't see the things so differently/
from when you're young and dumb...

Dont cry dont cry - I told myself/
next time next time no one will help/
stand up stand up for yourself/
another lesson learned by now..

i used to run free /
i used to be like the other kids/
but it's all gone now/
it's hard to accept myself/
you're older each day/
your lips your mouth your skin you face/
but your eyes don't see the things so differently/

today i was thinking about my life/
and what to do to change my wrong ways/
I deny, i dont think that's easy/
It takes patience to win this fight/
oh, what a losing fight/
i've got so much in my head/
but i dont know how I can be free/
from this torment in my mind

i used to run free /
i used to be like the other kids/
but it's all gone now/
it's hard to accept myself/
you're older each day/
your lips your mouth your skin you face/
but your eyes don't see the things so differently/

i just don't know...

https://soundcloud.com/alterblackout/like-the-other-kids-alisson-souza?fb_action_ids=814124575273511&fb_action_types=soundcloud%3Apublish&fb_source=aggregation&fb_aggregation_id=288381481237582

Hit-and-Run

Hit and Run

how can I forgive you?/
How can I forget?/
the one i'm still fond/
the poison in my veins/

no promsises were made/
i got lost in this haze/
the sweetest dream I had /
we were walking hand in hand

 a hit and run love/
there is no coming back/
a tragic story of the memories that last/
a hit and run love/
there's nothing you can do/
someone borrowed your heart/
and never gave it back to you

your scent in my bed /
is making me go mad/
the lines of your face/
showing me your smile/

no promsises were made/
i got lost in this haze/
it took you only one flight/
so I could never see your face/

 a hit and run love/
there is no coming back/
a tragic story of the memories that last/
a hit and run love/
there's nothing you can do/
someone borrowed your heart/
and never gave it back to you/

never give it back to you/
never give it back to you/

he'll never give it back to you/

https://soundcloud.com/alterblackout/hit-and-run-alisson-souza/

May 22, 2014

The Cure

The Cure

One picture of me and you/
reminding me the truth/
the presence of you absence/
a hollow beat inside my heart/

How can I help myself from falling from the skies/
it's hard to live apart/
without your starry eyes/

can you tell me when you're comin back into my lonely life/
thats the only cure ive found to ease my lonely crazy mind/

I'm on the top of a building now/
watching the stars come and go/
i know you're somewhere/
among the crowds and a city of stone/

How can I help myself from falling from the skies/
it's hard to live apart/
without your starry eyes/

can you tell me when you're comin back into my lonely life/
thats the only cure ive found to ease my lonely crazy mind/

...and the stars are falling now in front of my eyes/
theres nothing i can do but feel my heart collides/

can you tell me when you're comin back into my lonely life/
thats the only cure ive found to ease my lonely crazy mind/ 

https://soundcloud.com/alterblackout/the-cure-alisson-souza?in=alterblackout/sets/cracks-and-buildings-2014

May 22, 2014